Listen to me carefully ...

whining.............

2008-02-17T18:31:41Z

i'm fed up with my diploma. i hate writing it. i can't wait to finish it.
i'm just not good with putting sentences together having to use words of professional writers.
my words are simple and so am i. can't wait till it's behind me. in a month and a half. bah.

currently work sucks. not work itself but my boss. something went wrong and at first she blamed me. when i proved it wasn't my fault she didn't apologize and i still have a feeling she thinks i am to blame. well i'm not. it's not my fault if the company doesnt have it's order. when i started working there they should have sat me down and explained EVERYTHING that i need to know not that i find out every new thing every day.

my emotions are like a rollercoaster these days. maybe they have every right to be. she's acting somewhat uninterested these days although she does tell me lovable stuff. i'm confused right now and don't know what to believe.

i get so scared when my mums heart hurts. it'll always hust the docotrs say, especially when weather changes. but i'm scared that sometime it'll be too much for her to handle.
so tina, i feel you. heart attack doesn't mean the end. i wish you dad all the best to recover! stay strong hun!

nemrak @ 2007-01-22T23:10:00

2007-01-22T22:20:15Z

I have a stressfull week ahead. Lot's of work, lots of classes to attend, a seminar to present and study for my exam on monday.

But i had a good time this weekend. It was Darja's birthday and we went out to have some fun.
Playes pool, went to the movies, to dinner.
It took my mind away from my worries.

With her bro

Me and her bro

Me and her (we couldn't manage to ger a serious pic taken)

Playin' pool

And their dogs Balki and the youngest Ricky

Things are calm after that maniac hit dad. I hope they will stay calm too. We've heard some disturbing stuff from the police about the guy.

I'm off to pick up Darja from work and sleep over.
Night night.

nemrak @ 2006-06-25T15:23:00

2006-06-25T13:28:24Z

I'm so fed up with my EXTREMELY slow computer. When i write a text, it shows after i've already typed it. The internet pages take ages to load. I can't wait to buy myself a nice laptop. Who knows when that will be.
And i'm fed up with live journal. With inserting photos to be exact. All the HTML codes are the same with width and height but yet each picture comes out a different size all streched in weird porportions. I gave up and left the previous entry as it is.

Relieved

2005-11-29T07:54:16Z

I'm really a paranoid thing.
Darja called me for lunch yesterday and we had a small talk where i didn't have the guts to say that a few things have been bothering me lately so i was silent.
In the evening a friend of mine talked to her about me and what worried me sometimes.
When i found out i was angry at my friend but in the end it turned out as a very positive thing.

My mistake is that i'm afraid to tell Darja what is bugging me because of 2 reasons:

- I have this silly feeling that she might leave me if i say anything
- I'm scared of her reaction, of the reaction that leads to a fight and i absolutely have fighting. I think i have a fear of it but i have to overcome it.

Because of these reasons i kept some things from her but nagged about it to my friend/s, so yesterday she find out about it and was dissapointed.
Her words were: 'Karmen, am i your partner to whom you should talk to about OUR problems or are your friends? When i find out last, i feel like i'm the last person on earth for you.'
She's right and she told me she could never leave me if i wanna tell her what's on my mind.
Keeping things from her could if it would go far enough but i'll make sure it won't.
So basically i need to get over my fight fears.

My friend told me that Darja said that she loves me a lot and is crazy about me.
Sometimes i find that hard to believe but i guess it must be true if she confided in my friend.
She tells me too sometimes but she can be so cold and that's what makes me confused.
She cleared it up many times to me that she knows she doesn't show feelings sometimes but it doesn't mean that she doesn't love me.

I want to stop beeing so paranoid!!!!!!!!

We are close to our one year anniversary, i don't even know the exact date. :/
We met on November 30th (i think!) and got together (i think!) around mid December, so, oh shit, i hope she doesn't know the exact date, lol.
I'll get a pic of us developed and frame it and will take her out to diner and maybe a movie. :)
Which one should i develope?

nemrak @ 2005-07-13T16:04:00

2005-07-13T14:15:05Z

i like feeling the way i feel right now.
indifferent about my love life.

don't get me wrong, i'd love to be loved and have someone and all that but from what is happening right now with darja, some other girl and the way i was feeling for a while (like shit), i'm glad i feel so relaxed at this very moment.

i know this feeling won't last for too long but i will enjoy it until it lasts.

me and darja still fool around.
sometimes she's up for it, sometimes she isn't, sometimes she says we gotta end this fooling around, then she breaks her promise.
last night se wrote that she misses me.
gah.

i like this other girl.
but i can't do anything cause my feelings still belong to darja.
me and this girl talked about it.

things could be so easy if it was up to me to decide.
why do ppl have to complicate things?!?

sorry, i had to do this..

2005-04-09T21:31:35Z

i think tina will like this. :p

MY KITTENS!!!!!

and the big brother washing one of the kittens <33333

isn't the big bro handsome? :)))

nemrak @ 2005-02-19T14:00:00

2005-02-19T13:06:16Z

ANASTACIA CONCERT, tonight at 20:00 in LJUBLJANA

and.. I'M GOINGGGGGGGG!!!!!

hell, i'm excited and i hope i will be able to bring my digital camera inside or else i will put it in my boxers, haha!

Things are looking better in every way

2004-12-27T18:38:23Z

I'm really happy for a person that holds and will always hold a special place in my heart and that i will always love.

And i'm happy to say that things are looking better for me too every day 'flirt' wise or how i should put it.
I see 'her' almost every day and we seem to click.
Last night was so nice.

We all deserve happiness!

nemrak @ 2004-12-26T17:12:00

2004-12-26T16:17:16Z

my mind is full of thoughts lately why things happened the way they did.
when u have everything planned out and the next moment it can all change or fall apart.
i feel sad about it when i think of it.
i'll always carry that part of my life with me..

I can't sleep.

2004-11-24T02:53:32Z

I've gone to bed almost 3 hours ago.
Kept tossing and turning so i basically tried everything to fall asleep from listening to music, lifting weights, watching tv, biting my nails to a perfect shape (failure!) and even squeezing my black pores on my nose (eww!) from which you can now compare me to Rudolf the red nose raindeer.
Internet is my last try and hopefully after the update i will be sleepy enough to drop dead (not litteraly).
And dammit, i have to wake up earlier tomorrow to go food shopping with mum.

My biorythm is totaly upside down.
Heck, i don't care for right now since i can sleep long but when i do get a job, i will have to train myself to get on the right track.
Right now i'm just enjoying the night life a lot and i've always been a night bird.
You got it, dancing and partying and hanging with friends. :D
Sleeping the mornings away till one in the afternoon.
I don't sleep much tho since i come home sometimes pretty late.
Usually i sleep for 8 hours and sometimes 10.
I eat lunch, check the net and newspapers for job adds, print them out and do what needs to be done to send them, chat to miss Kakia and other peeps in between and after five feed the stray cats, my cat, the baby cat in the attic and his mum, the doggie and play with all of them and then get my frozen ass on the heating machine to warm me up.
After that i usually go out and do whatever comes up.
I'm happy to say that from the 29.11-3.12 i will attend a 'Microsoft Excel for begginers' course and right after i will apply for the next step. :)

My tooth is ok now.
It's opened till my nerve and all i have is cotton covering it which i have to change too many times a day.
Hell, i'm just glad it doesn't hurt!
I do have to go back sometime in December for another, a bit painfull treatment and hopefully that will be the last one.
I'm fed up seeing the dentist with the scary white mask, massive glasses that look like two ashtrays and with a buzzzzing weapon in her hands approaching my mouth! :p

And it seems like i have a stalker.
Well, it's not that bad but let me tell ya..
Some time ago i recieved a pm from a girl starting a friendly convo.
I didn't think much of it, she seemed like a nice girl to have a chat with.
One day the subject 'basketball' came up so she gave me her number to inform her where the place is and when it starts if she decides to come so i did.
And then i started recieving smses and pm's, commenting on my av and the pic she saw on the forum, sending love poems and flattering words.
Basically she's gone too far and it began to irritate me especially since at the very beggining i've told her about my special person.
I've asked her that it's best to completely break contact for i want her to stop with all this.
It actually worked (not straight away tho) until tonight when i have recieved her sms again saying how she simply can't erase me from her mind yet and apologized for beeing a pain for contacting me.
I'm flattered like every normal person but some words are just too much and get annoying.
I'm ignoring her.
Kinda feel sorry cause she isn't a bad person but i had to draw the line somewhere.

What else?
Nothing!
Sleep hopefully....................

nemrak @ 2004-11-22T16:55:00

2004-11-22T15:58:28Z

i wanted to make a nice update today but i feel totaly blank.
it's very cold outside.
yeh.

date at the dentist

2004-11-17T20:04:52Z

as you all remember, i had a terrible tooth ache from the previous visit at the dentist.
my teeth were sensitive so she put a liquid on them except for this one tooth that hurt me the most.
it has blood and a weird tasty fluid coming out of it which made the tooth a bit yellow inside.
she had to bzzz bzzz that off with that awfull tool that hurts so much.
it was pretty awfull.

my tooth hurt for some time, stopped and 3 days ago started to hurt more than any other day.
the pain was pretty awfull from my ear to my tooth.
like someone was putting needles in my face.

today i went back.
i was scared she'd have to open up my tooth to put medication in my nerve.
well guess what?
she already did that the previous time, that's why it hurt so much.
the medication didn't work so she put in a better medication.
she was touching my nerve with some kind of needles.
that hurt a little bit but otherwise it was peachy compared to the last time.
i have to come back once or twice more to do it again cause it's like a 'healing nerve' process.

the result: i don't have any tooth pain anymore!!! i'm a happy bunny! :))))

p.s. just saw avril's new vid. she is damn cute with black hair. har.

stolen from Kakia

2004-11-16T13:11:46Z

1. Tell me one thing you love about me.

2. Tell me two things you love about yourself.

3. Do this in your journal so I can tell you what I love about YOU - and if you've already done it, tell me so, so that I can go back and give you some love.

what a night

2004-11-15T03:30:51Z

hi there.
even tho if it's really late, like 4 am, i will make a short, boring update.

i haven't done much today.
been to my cousin where i had a shock.
my beloved cousin has a boyfriend now!!! whoaaa!!
i was shocked cause it is her 1st boyfriend and she is 26 years old. BIG NEWS!
i'm really happy for her and i hope she starts to experience the nice kind of love that we all look for. :)))
she deserves it!

then i got a call from Zala (my good friend) who got a visit from a guy called Rene from Mexico.
we decided to meet and go out to dance.
what a sweet guy he is.
really easy to talk to and funny.
i've heard lots about him so it was nice to finnaly meet the guy that fancies her, hehe.
in a way i'd want her to be with him instead of an Irish guy she is suposedly with (meet him too).

so we went to a club called K4 where on sundays it's a 'homosexual night' but ofcourse straight people are very much welcome too. ;)
music was great, i ran into people i know and we all danced together and it was a nice night but smth happened in the end that was a bit freaky, at least to me. :/
some creepy chick kept staring at me for some time and while i was dancing, she approached me and wanted to kiss me(????????).
she came close to my face and i thought she wanted to say smth and when i realized what she wanted to do, i moved my face to the right, she followed, to the left, she followed again and then looked at her weirdly and said "is there anything you wanna say or????" and she didn't say anything and i moved away from her sight and she didn't approach me anymore. :D
later on i joked about it with zala and rene but at that moment it was pretty freaky.
i just don't get it how can some people just approach you, not say a word or whatever and just wanna give you a snog. UGH!!!
and at some point i got a terrible cramp in my tummy and i thank god the toilet had paper or i'd be fucked. :/
if we take these two incidents out of the whole night, it was lovely and had a great dance! :)
we did have an incident with a teribly drunken girl too outside the club where rene tried to help her and wanted to call an ambulance but she refused and kept falling and him catching her.
the security came and they took her incide to chill.
consuming so much amount of alcohol is just plain stupid.
she could have fell and cracked her head open or smth. tsk tsk.

i feel ready to fall into a deep sleep and hopefully dream of smth nice and finnaly tomorrow (well, today) sign myself up for an 'excel' course. :)

g'nite!

sport dedication

2004-11-11T14:30:58Z

i love sport. any kind of sport that includes a ball.

i caught myself thinking almost every day how i wish it was thursday - basketball day! when i play, at least then i tend to forget about the problems in life that are bugging me muchly at this point of my life and it's like beeing in a world of my own without worries. the only concern is to get that ball in the hoop and win, haha. victory is sweet and for the past 2 weeks i've always been in the winning team. ofcourse it's important to just play and be involved but to win just makes it a tad more enjoyable. :p

today i went to the cop school to say hi to my ex boss and i ran into an older cop guy named Viktor (haha) who i used to talk to a lot and many times we'd get into this conversation about pool and snooker and comment on snooker players. he suggested to go play a few games before he goes home, so we did. and once again, this is another sport that makes me feel so great, relaxed and just focus on the game and lose the worries for some time. my dream is to have a pool table at home one day. dunno where i'd put it tho, haha.

i'm feeling kinda nostalgic about my elementary school years right now. i miss all the competitions and the winning and the feeling of standing on those steps at athletic competitions. i always used to be first (have to brag!) in throwing that little ball the furthest. i can still clearly hear the crown go "oooooohhhh" when i threw the ball so far, haha. that was such a damn ego boost.

and the volleyball competitions where we used to play against different schools. i miss volleyball a lot. we don't play it anymore because lots of players are needed and a nice court. it used to be my fave sport and it probably still is even if i don't play it. one time a group of girls on the other team complained to the coach that a guy shouldn't play in the girls team. yeah, they were reffering to me! i was known in elentary school as a great athlete. ahhhh, those days.

is sex a sport? if yes, it's very close to my heart as well. :p

*shuts up now*

Haircut update

2004-11-05T20:54:55Z

My old 'birdnest' haircut.

My freshly cut hair.

Freshy cut AND black colored haircut. :)

That's all the update for today. I'm bored. :p

It's time for an update.

2004-10-22T17:49:42Z

it's been raining cats and dogs for the past week which goes well with my current mood. i hate staying inside the house having nothing to do after i've cleaned everything. :/ the sky is melanholic, it sucks during the day but at night it's lovely when ur under ur blanky and it's raining. makes me calm and fall asleep faster.

i have a cold but after 2 days it seems to be getting better. i took my syrup, pills and anti throat pain spray that made my recovery faster :)

as you all read in my past entries, i've been feeling like shit lately so i tried to take my mind off by going out a lot. i went with my friend mojca to check out lesbian basketball. well, it's really just a bunch of nice girls playing amateur basketball. ofcourse we joined in the game. me ball = <3 so for the past 3 weeks we've played once a week in this nice sports gym not to mention that i am one of the best players or at least i think so :p and what a great workout. i feel good after it. girls are really nice to talk to also. i was surprised because the last time i've met a bunch of 'lesbians' was 3 years ago and they weren't nice at all or talkative. so this is how it looks like.

womens basketball or 'lesbian' started as a proposal on a forum that i've joined. it's called the 'Rainbow Forum' for gays, lesbians, bisexuals and straight. it has interesting topics and it also cuts my boredom, hah!

a huge part of making me try to forget about certain things for a little while is DANCING. dunno what i'd do without it. what a great way to let out frustrations and it's also a great workout for free :p i've been going dancing A LOT in the past 2 weeks to different clubs. that's a good thing about Ljubljana that it has quite a few nice clubs with different kinds of music. a club called KMŠ is awesome. they've made it bigger, play all kinds of mixed music and ppl are alright with exceptions of a few drunks that tend to bother you once in a while. K4 finnaly opened, it was also renovated. i went to check it out with my friends and i was really surprised how more great it is that it used to be. better music, better air, better athmosphere. K4 holds homosexual nights on sundays and all kinds of ppl come also lots of straight ppl but what is interesting is the way people get dressed that night. so unique that you can't help but stare sometimes cause it's either looking great or hillarious. :/ in 2 weeks it's halloween night there, YAY!!! can't wait! i wish i could go out today. pftttt, damn cold!

my little kitty is growing up fast, getting cuter by the day and playfull. it will be hard to give him away. :(

and i love my dog. he is like human. i was cuddling with him today and managed to snap some cute photos of him squeezing next to me. :) he is 13 years old and still so young at heart. ok, don't mind my sick, tired face, PLS!

i love taking pics of the sky cause it's different everytime!

buhbye!

nemrak @ 2004-10-04T16:01:00

2004-10-04T14:13:39Z

Do you ever feel like ur world has totaly collapsed?
One day you have everything, the next you have nothing?
I have nothing and at times like these i feel like i have nothing more to live for.
I wish i could find strenght from somewhere to feel at least ok.
I never thought a job would come between love, never.
I'm blank.
Bye.

Landscapes

2004-09-22T13:47:14Z

Mosquito Battle

2004-09-22T12:08:25Z

What a night!

I was very sleepy and fell asleep instantly when i woke up and saw that i didn't put curtains on the windows!
I got up, turned on the light and saw curtains right where they are supossed to be.
Tired and stoned i got back to bed and fell asleep, woke up again and saw that i put bathroom plastic curtains on the windows.
Got up again, turned on the lights and everything was fine again.
The right curtains on.
What weird shit happens to ya sometimes.
Before all this crazy illusions i went to sleep with a headache that probably triggered my brain to go nuts, haha.

I finnaly fell asleep again when a mosquito started attacking me over and over and over and i was chasing her from 4-5 am until i finnaly slapped him dead.
I always feel bad when i do that but if she wasn't attacking me, i'd let her live.
Stupid mosquitos!

See the red spots?

When i woke up, i've noticed that the mosquito gave me a nice shiner right on my eye :( It's not that noticable here but it's a bit swollen.

Now i'm off to make gyros! MIAM!!!

Dance Fever

2004-09-19T17:40:48Z

Last night me and my friends went dancing.
Like finnaly properly dancing for some hours until 3 am.
It was very nice, athmosphere was good, normal amount of ppl (which means you can breathe), mostly older songs from rock, pop, techno, you name it they played it.
We had a bit of a hard time getting in.
You have to be 23 to get in and obviously all three of us look younger so they wanted our ID's.
Me and Vesna had them but Matic didn't and they just didn't wanna let him in saying he can't possibly be 23.
Ofcourse he was insulted so we went to get his ID and luckily he lives in the centre so it wasn't a big deal.
Then we all got in and the guards just smiled a goofy smile at us.
Oh well, it's their job but we were mad cause they only checked OUR ID's not others in line :/
As we danced, some geeky, short guy bumps into me while passing me in the crowd and i was shocked to see that it was a guy i had a big crush on in highschool for 3 years.
Don't know if he recognized me, he seemed to look twice but anyway, he has changed drasticaly and not in a good way.
He used to be this cute, longhaired, girlish looking boy and now he just looks like an old man :/
After me and Vesna stopped laughing, we countinued dancing until out feet gave in and we went home to crash.
Lovely night :)

We took Oli to the vet today

2004-09-13T18:34:50Z

That's him in case you have forgotten.

If you've read my previous entry you know that he has some sort of skin rash.
So we had to take him despite bathing him with shampoo the vet gave us a week before and it didn't help much.
Putting him in the car was ok. I lifted him up and pushed him inside even if he was reluctant to go in. He was shaking all the way there, poor Oli afraid of the car. We waited in line for quite a while. No, my mum did while i was outside waiting with Oli trying to hold him so he wouldn't go to other dogs.
As we came inside, she made several tests and took his blood just in case so we will get results on thursday but from what she's seen it's supossed to be just some alergy. When we get the final results in that's when we will be totaly calm.
We already are relieved that it wasn't some fatal skin disease.
All together cost almost 100 euros. Quite a lot for our, at this moment, dry wallets.
He's a great dog and i hope he lives for years to come!

I'm a photo addict!

2004-09-12T23:54:35Z

Me and 3 girl friends decided to go steal some corn on a cornfield and go make a fire in the woods to grill it.

Andreja stealing corn with a flashlight (thank God she hasn't seen the movie 'Children of the corn')!

Making the fire and smth getting into my eye making it all teary.

Some got stoned from the smoke and went weird.

I was in charge to sharpen the wood sticks, prepare the corn and stick it when the corn slipped and i sticked my finger instead.

Posing with a totaly pitch black backround, brbrbr!

First attempt of the corn was bad.

For an hour we were chatting, laughing, beeing silly when all of a sudden we heard a noise coming from this black woods and panicked. We stayed for another 30 minutes flashing our batteries in the darkness until the fire burnt out and we took our asses to the car with some screamings on the way down caused by more noises. It was major fun but at the same time creepy as hell.

In the safetly of Andreja's kitchen finishing the rest of the grilled corn.

So what else.. Poor Oli has some weird skin problem on his back. It looks like dandruff but with a bit of red scars and some patches of hair missing. We took pics and took them to the vet and she gave us a shampoo but i don't think it helped much so we will make an apointment to take him to the vet. I pray it's nothing serious and i pray that we will be able to transport him just fine cause he has never riden in a car before and he is 13 years old. This is a pic of him and his weird skin prob. Anybody know what it could be?

Other than that i'm alright.

I'm waiting to hear some job news if i will be accepted. In a way i can't wait to finaly start working and earn money and be productive but at the same time i hate it only because i'm so not a morning person and i will have a hard time getting used to waking up so early. But anything can get used to after some time and i'm sure i will to. I will have to ;)

Yesterday i went out with Mojca (lesbian friend) and we went to the movies to watch 'Hellboy'. Ofcourse it's not a meaningfull story but the effects are awesome! I like it how i can watch any kind of movie and enjoy it. Ok, horror movies are exceptions cause i'm not too fond of blood and torn bodyparts. After we went for a walk through the centre. Already ppl are mostly in bars instead of outside and that summer feeling is gone :( I love the magic of Ljubljana at summer nights. Ok, so we sat down on a bench and ran into 2 friends of hers (yes, lesbian too) and we talked and they have invited us to come sometime to play basketball they have once every week, just lesbians with exceptions of some straight friends that come too sometime. We will go (i hope somebody won't freak out :p ). Mojca is one of the fairest friends i have, always wanting to give money for gas, sometimes even for food and always asks if i wanna go there or there and if it's ok with me. I like ppl like this when they don't force u to go somewhere like for example my friend Vesna does sometimes. Anyway, i usually talk and share experiences with Mojca about 'the lesbian life' and it feels good to hear other real life experiences on this issue. It was hard for me to accept who i am and meeting ppl like me helped me a lot. I think i finaly did accept it when i was about 17 even if i knew all along who i was since i was born.

Haha, my ramblings go one into another but i hope you all know what i'm going on about ;)

I'm stopping now to go to bed and my wish is that i can hardly wait to have Kakia beside me. I miss her.

A bit of babbling and news

2004-09-05T13:18:37Z

I was invited by my friend Vesna and her family to join them for a day at the touristic lake Bled.

Her mum and dad work at a newspaper and there was a huge organization for ppl working at different newspapers and radios.
They had boat games, presentation of awards, free food and other stuff.
Me and Vesna were dutied to help with some of the stuff so we were selling books and we will get payed :)
The time we had free, we went to eat and for a walk around the whole lake which was Vesna's idea ofcourse.
It takes about an hour maybe but i've already had enough half way.
They had her little nephew with them and he was following me around everywhere and wanted to go on a trampolin and play some games only with me :/
He was alright at first, then went all crazy and hyper.
It's so exhausting.
Big clapps to all the mothers out there who have to put up with their kids every single minute!
All in all it was a nice day but i still had that emotional hurt inside me from things that are and were happening.
It isn't easy to cheer up no matter how hard you try.
I just took 2 pics and here they are.

The lake with a little island with a church

Me and Vesna halway around the lake, resting

So that was yesterday, this is today.
Oli the dog has this rash on his skin, it looks like dandruf but me and mum were worried so we took pics of him, i printed them out, went to the vetenerian for an opinion.
Thank God she said it's not some serious disease, gave us a shampoo so we gave him a bath before.
Seems to work already and it smells lovely :)

My cousin Petja and her mum are celebrating their b-days together today and we are invited for a little gathering.

Tomorrow i have 2 job interviews :)
I passed the 1st round so tomorrow i have the last interview.
I really hope they take me cause i would love to work in administration.
The other interview is to work in a store decorating and selling, i think.
I sent the aplication like 2-3 months ago and they called and it was a big surprise.
I also work this week at the copy shop.
Probably my last week.

The dance audition to be a dance teacher is off.
They sent me the schedule and are requesting again fucking money.
There was no word in this.
But anyway, it would start tomorrow but i couldn't go anyway cause i prefer to go to the job interviews which mean more to me.
I ran into a girl from the audition at Bled and she said she isn't going either.
She heard from some girl (who already went last year) that they only want more money and that they already picked their favorites from the 1st best group.
Money hungry assholes.

And i desperately need to go to the dentist.
My teeth are hurting like hell even if i don't eat anything.
Dad will get an apointment for me when he goes this week.
Bah, i hate going to the dentist.

Bye.

nemrak @ 2004-09-02T20:58:00

2004-09-02T19:02:51Z

It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me